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Ch. 1 The Journey is Hard but worth it!

"Everywhere i go i drag this coffin just in case" -The drug in me by Falling in reverse

There once was a little kid named Dan, though its slang cause in his years he was cleverly disguised as he was 4x as old as everyone elses’ ages. He was older than the oldest deaths on that planet  but cleverly blended in disguise of a 30 year old body (their time = 120+),  but inside felt like a kid, if speaking about innocence, a  kid… who never grew up. 



He lived elsewhere from where he belonged. So cursed he decided to kill himself many times but he was often possessed not to.  So he gave up, and decided to wait for God's timing cause he hated getting locked up for his very last  real attempt.


So he spends most of his days just talking with the heavens and he had a vital responsibility for not only his heaven home but his heavenly kids. Its because he learned he was the first heavenly father who in the past volunteered to help save everyone from what could've been ugly chaos. Through his self sacrifice in a different way he often died from his sickening health and as an earthbound ghost, too, too  many times. He was found to rise from the grave many times too, as if death for him was non-existent.




 He finally woke up and realized his story has a lot of potential. He always dreamed of becoming everyone's hero though his journey was much more scarce than heaven was to know at that time. He granted everyone boundless opportunities to grow skyward. Yes, that's heaven. For if he knew of his past self, oh was it hard? It was. For his helpful amnesia helped him kick his suicidal tendencies in the butt. He doesn't want to die too harshly; he'd rather pass peacefully and on 'gods timing' now. Needless to say it just never worked out that way, yet…


He's just mainly homesick (For 19 years and on going) for the fine people in his heavenly home to bond with and take his time to heal and get his old earth life all downloaded. Because it helps him to constantly forget or else he would be too obsessed with dying, and that would get in the way of his earthly quest. Though he found it hard and too much to handle for his love life was scarce. It matters tremendously to say she's been there for him countless times in more than just his head, and that pressed on his mind a lot!  For if she were to go re-meet him for he suspects they were married in heaven's plane before. 


She’s been helping  him erase his fears, But oh how his body still pains for a lot of help. He needs to decrease his depression. What would help him is to take the high road and just let everyone in heaven save him back. Which he is doing nicely. His main quest revolved in being like the guinea pig for gaining all the knowledge on how to set real laws heaven style. That means he gathered up the diseases of the ugly chaos folk dirtying up the environment of which the all have lived (like soaking in others sins to protect all). 



In order to gain a potency so broad, his life has become doses of like vaccines for not only heaven folk in their very short yet lengthy ‘downloads’ within the mind of his life.  so he's the only one who self sacrificed mainly like that. The self sacrifice  saves heaven folk and even the non magic folk who are still like family to him as it is us, heaven speaking…





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